Material World


Musings

Here I was, on the Net, this vast compendium of information. Pages and pages of all the thoughts that passed through minds. Pages of all the information on earth compressed into bit pieces and megabytes. Images of all the pictures that move through our minds. Affixed forever on the white backgrounds of metallic moments. Resting […]

September 14, 2009

Memories


Musings

Memories. Memories. Memories. All we have. Synapses of cells. Connecting the neurons of what we know with what we don’t know. My memories. My memories can fill a sieve. I sift through the cells and wander through every little path I know and traversed through these years of life. 30 years they say, is too […]

September 13, 2009

Jaggers


Musings

Slash. Burn. Hit. Slap. Kick. Beat. Thump. Smash. Burn burn burn. Hurt. Destroy. Ruin. Erode. Destroy destroy destroy. Life. Death. Live and die. And I want to just Abscond. Avoid. Bolt. Decamp. Depart. Escape. Fly fly fly  Run. Scamper. Scoot. Run run run. Vamoose. Vanish. Disappear. Flee. Withdraw. Flee flee flee.

August 30, 2009

Finding Magic


Musings

Is not an illusion. Is not a reality. Is not a tempestous plunge into fantasy. What is Magic? Wandering through London, I thought of this. The noises of the streets blending into a headache. A jetlag that carved a sword through my tiredness. A myriad number of people I cared not to meet and one […]

August 22, 2009

Trap


Musings

A myriad number of emotions carve through my surface. I am a seething bundle of collapsed energy. Even as I write this, I wonder at the sense in writing, in the mess of the world that we trap our mind in. A friend said my writing is “Kafka-esque.” It amuses me, that word. I know […]

August 4, 2009

Memory Sauce


Musings

It’s been quiet yet stormy. The lull that echoes a distant cuckoo’s call. And then you feel with a start, just where the hell have I been? And I know where – I was lost in memories… Memories. Memories. Memories. All we have. Synapses of cells. Connecting the neurons of what we know with what […]

May 28, 2009

Touchocolate


Musings

This blog is now my last desperate means of self-expression. After having fallen into a pitiful mould of self-pity, cynicism and sarcasm, all of which is directed solely at me, my unfortunate soul, and my laboring mind, I thought I would pay heed to some well-meaning friends who have goaded me to write. Write, they […]

May 25, 2009

Leaf Dust


Everyday, Musings

Where have all the days gone? The minutes that imprint themselves into the vacant spaces of our days? So much has happened the past few weeks…I feel like I have traversed into time —into the past pages of our lives, journeyed into the future in the promised pages of our lives and somehow forgot the […]

September 2, 2007