Superficiality


Musings

adj.    1. Of, affecting, or being on or near the surface: a superficial wound.   2. Concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious; shallow.   3. Apparent rather than actual or substantial: a superficial resemblance.   4. Trivial; insignificant: made only a few superficial changes in the manuscript. Thesaurus adjective    1. Lacking in […]

August 21, 2010

Night Soul


Everyday

When the fingers of the nightMoved up my bodyI felt not a tremornot an itchnot even the touchof mortality But when the fingers of the nightcrept up my souland clasped it tightnever letting goI felt the touch ofimmortality In the morning I woke upand found the sun was outthe milkman camethe newspaper fellthe crow raspedthe […]

August 20, 2010

Amistad


Musings

Isn’t it interesting that the word ‘idiot’ is derived from the Greek work ‘idiotes’ which means a “a person who lives only for themselves?” Interesting. I would love to turn it over in my mind because that draws such a line between loving your self and leaving your self to others. And then we have […]

August 19, 2010

The Mirror


Musings

Apropos to a previous post, I decided to practice what I prattle. So I looked in the mirror. This mirror – it is no ordinary mirror. It is like those body scanners that  work in airports, that rip your clothes off, and shred your so-called modesty to the world. Why did modesty ever become associated […]

August 19, 2010

Synchronicity


Musings

Serendipity.Synchronicity. Simplicity. Of the three, I like simplicity the best. I consider myself a simple soul. That makes me very complex. And then there are some numbers that synchronize. Just as your relationship with that person does. In sync they say. And so I found that 9th and 30th will always always always be on […]

August 17, 2010

Ververtia


Musings

What do you say when you have the verve for life, and the inertia of living? You say “ververtia.” I like coining new words, I just realized. Vladimir Nabokov too had a particular fondness for creating new words. Esteemed company indeed! So, what do you do when you suffer from ververtia? It’s a peculiar state […]

August 15, 2010

Doing WroRig


Musings

That’s my word of the day. It’s a combination of Wrong+Right. I intend to use these for those times when we really don’t know if we have done the right thing or the wrong thing. In my case, WroRig can be used to pretty much describe everything in my life, including my rather free-floating, free-falling […]

August 12, 2010

The Cat and Infinity


Musings

The cat crawledinto the seawatching the wavescarry its lifeit still had 8 more to go. Watching the catthe man crawled into the seaand watched the wavescarry his lifeHe still had infinity to go. For some bizarre reason, this seems to resemble Khalil Gibran. I don’t want to write like that masterful writer. Sigh. I only […]

August 12, 2010

Investigations


Musings

I investigated my soul and found that it had fled yesterdayI looked beyond yesterdayand found that it had nestledin wait in the future. I looked at the futureand found it disappearing into the dust of today. In this dust I float. Am I Cruel? Yes. Am I Mean? Yes. Am I Vain? Yes. Am I […]

August 11, 2010